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  “You can push again.”

  I feel the baby’s shoulders come out and then the rest of the body comes out. I wait for a minute listening for the baby to start crying. When it does start crying I feel this emotion of love wash over me that I’ve never felt before.

  “Say hello to your little girl.” The nurse says as she brings the baby to me.

  I have tears running down my face when another contraction hits and I know I’m going to have to do it again. Everyone gets into position again for my little boy.

  “When you feel the urge to push again you can.” She says to me again.

  My son makes his appearance seven minutes after his sister. Both babies are fitted with bracelets and so am I. That way when they’re taken upstairs the nurses will know who children’s parents are. It’s a new Security Measure and I like the idea of not having to worry about my babies being switched. I’m cleaned up and taken upstairs shortly after them. I’m in my room when I decide I need a shower. I get under the spray of the shower head and start washing my stomach. It feels so weird not having them in there anymore and my stomach it feels like jello. I think to myself I wish they could live in my body forever so that I can protect them from the world. Then I think about being able to hold them and give them cuddles and kisses and I’m going to love being able to see my feet again. I get out of the shower and make my way to the bed just as Jess is coming in the door with stuffed Teddy Bears and flowers for me.

  “Thank you Jess.” I say to her.

  I call the nurse to bring my babies into the room for their feedings. Jess is a life saver as she’s going to stay with me for a couple of weeks to help me with the babies. I don’t know what I ‘m going to do when she moves to Colorado in a few months. She tells me all the time that I can go with her. I also know she needs this fresh start and I need to go to college in the fall. I’m not one for all the cold and snow that Colorado has in the winter either. I tell her we will keep in touch and we can Skype all the time and when the twins get older we can come out there on vacation. I also remind her that she can always come back here and visit as much as she wants.

  Chapter 7

  Lyric

  Now

  I tell Nic about being pregnant and the last five years with my babies. We laugh and we cry. I show her pictures of the twins in the album I made for myself. I’ve made separate albums for the two of them. I show her both so she can see them from birth to their last birthday.

  “I’ve always showed them pictures of you a Dean. I told them that he had to go away on a special trip. I didn’t know what else to say to them. I didn’t want them to think that their daddy didn’t want or love them. So I lied to them about where he was and what he was doing.” I tell her as I’m looking down at my hands.

  “He’s going to fall in love with them.” She says with a small smile on her face.

  My heart does that strange flutter thing when I ask her the questions I’ve been wondering all day and if I’m being truthful I’ve been wondering about for years.

  “Have you called and told him yet?”

  “No I wanted to come talk to you before I did that.” Is her response.

  Chapter 8

  Delia/Nic

  Now

  “I don’t know what happened back then. One night I came home and he was pissed.” I tell Lyric.

  He said that he had to leave town. He wouldn’t tell me exactly. All he would say is that he had to leave or he would be going to prison and you would be shipped to a youth center. He didn’t like the position he or you were in. I told him I’d go with him. He told me I should just transfer back home and it shouldn’t be a problem since school had not even started yet. I asked him where he was going to go. He told me he was going to Harlan and it was a couple hours South of Lexington. He said he wasn’t going to give up his dream of Geological/ Coal Mining Engineering Degree just because he had to give you up. We ended up leaving a couple of days later while you were at work. I hugged him crying and he was trying hard not to let me see his emotions. I could tell that whatever was going on was breaking his heart. I asked if we should say bye to you? He said no that it was going to be better this way. That you would forget about us and graduate and move away and have a better life. Lyric looks at me with a stunned expression.

  “What was he talking about? Prison for him and a youth home for me.” She asks dumbfounded.

  “I don’t have the whole story. Considering you have his twins. I would say Ali probably found out and threatened him.” I say to her.

  I can tell by the look on her face she’s seriously pissed and hurt.

  “Does he still live in Harlan?” She asks.

  “He does live there still but he’s not the same person he was when you knew him.”

  “What do you mean by that?” She asks with a perplexed look on her face.

  “It’s not my story to tell. You’ll find out soon enough. He’s not married and doesn’t have any other children. He drowned himself in school and work.”

  I know she wanted to know if he’d moved on and got Married but was too embarrassed to ask. She relaxes her shoulders with that news and it makes my smile on the inside. I now have to go home and make a really important phone call to my brother. I need to let him know that he left her with some precious gifts. I really don’t know how he’s going to take not being in their life for the last five years. Like me he doesn’t have any social media sites. We had our phone numbers changed so how was she supposed to get a hold of either of us. I know my brother and I know he’s going to be pissed at himself for not even thinking about the possibility of her getting pregnant. Or her having to raise these babies on her own. She’s so much a stronger than she even realizes. I’m so proud of the woman and mother she is considering the type of mom she had growing up.

  “I’m so excited for the twins to come over and play with my babies. I have two dogs and I know they will love Jamie and Jazz. I will call you in the morning. Can I give Dean your number and address?”

  “Of course give him my number.”

  “Good night and I’ll see you tomorrow.” I say as I’m leaving.

  I don’t think she knows what she has in store for herself once my brother finds out he has a family with his forever girl.

  I get home in no time at all considering Lyric lives maybe ten minutes from me. I can’t believe the luck of her walking into my office today with my niece and nephew. I was in shock looking at her. Then into the eyes that look just like mine and my brothers in two little people that are little replicas of their mom and dad. I open the door to my Chevy Chase home. I’m greeted by Dixie and Daisy, my Golden Retrievers. I pet them and check to make sure they have food and water still. I take my shoes and jacket off and grab a glass from the cupboard. I get the wine from the refrigerator and pour a glass. I’m trying and think of how I’m going to break the news to my brother. I take a drink and think just do it now. This can’t wait until morning. I know he’s still home it’s not late. I want to catch him before he leaves for the Clubhouse. I don’t want to tell him tomorrow when he’s hungover. I grab my cell and go sit on the couch and dial his number and wait for him to answer.

  Chapter 9

  Dean/Titan

  Now

  I’m sitting on my couch getting ready to go to the Clubhouse when my phone rings. I’m half tempted to ignore the call. It’s probably that bitch Marley calling again. I fucked her three months ago and the bitch can’t take a fucking hint. I swear if I knew fucking her was going to create this fucking drama; I would’ve chosen a sweet butt that night instead. She’d been hanging around the clubhouse for a while. I know a few of the brothers tried her out without her causing problems. When I hooked up with her she knew the fucking rules. One night only, no sleeping in the bed after I’m done fucking, and don’t expect a fucking thing from me after. I guess she thought she was special or some fucking shit because her daddy has money. She thought she hit pay dirt with me giving her the fucking dick. She flaunted herself
at me and I took what she was fucking giving. That’s where she’s fucking wrong though. If she’s there tonight I will put her in her fucking place or I’ll have her fucking banned from the clubhouse all together. There’s only one girl in the fucking world that would have been my fucking old lady. That was from another life though. I pick up my phone and see it’s my sister calling. That’s weird because she never calls on Friday’s. I remember today was her first day at the Practice she is taking over. I hit accept on my phone.

  “Hey sis.”

  “Hi.” She says and starts coughing.

  “Are you okay?” I ask

  “Yeah I’m fine. My wine went down the wrong way. Give me second.” She says as she coughs again.

  Nic’s not a big drinker so today must have gone pretty rough if she’s drinking and calling me.

  “How did everything go today with at work?”

  “That’s why I’m calling. You need to come here tonight. Like get on your bike. Better yet bring your Yukon right now.” She responds as she clears her throat again.

  I’m thinking she’s hurt or someone’s bothering her.

  “What is going on sis? Are you hurt? Is someone bothering you?"

  “I need to tell you something and I really don’t want to have to tell you over the phone. It’s important Titan.” She says as she clears her throat again.

  “I can come up tomorrow afternoon."

  “I need you to come tonight damn it.” She says to me.

  “Tell me what the fuck is going on right fucking know Delia!”

  She knows if she’s in trouble I’ll come tonight but I’ll be bringing some of the boys with me.

  “Shut up and listen to me.” She yells into the phone.

  I didn’t realize what I was thinking I said out loud until she yelled at me. I know she’s drunk because she never talks to me like that. I know something big is going on.

  “Tell me what’s going on now before I get there?”

  “I was walking into one of the exam rooms to meet a set of twins and their mom. I walked in and I saw Lyric with your twin children.” She tells me in a hurried breath.

  I drop the phone for a second then scramble to pick it up when I hear her calling my name.

  “You need to tell me what the fuck you’re talking about.” I say as I put the phone back up to my ear.

  “They both have Lyrics hair color but our eyes. Jasmine’s the oldest by seven minutes and Jameson’s the spitting image of you. They are five years old. Lyric found out she was pregnant after we left. She didn’t knows how to get a hold of either one of us.”

  As she’s talking I’ve made my way to my room. I’m throwing open drawers and the closet throwing clothes into a duffle. I don’t even hear anyone come in my house until I hear them coming up the stairs. I turn around quick and pull the gun I have in the back of my pants out and point to the person getting ready to come in my room. I see that it’s my VP Shadow so I put my gun back into its spot in the back of my jeans. He gives me a look and I lift up a finger to signal I’ll talk to him in a minute.

  “I’ll be there in a few hours. I need the address to Lyric’s house.” I say to her as I’m walking out of my room.

  “Come to the house first.” She says to me.

  “I’ll fucking be there. Just give me the fucking address to where my fucking family lives.” I yell at her.

  Shadow’s raised his eyebrow to what he’s heard.

  “Nic I’m sorry that I just yelled at you. I need to see them.”

  She gives me the address and I write it down and hang up with her.

  Chapter 10

  Titan

  Then

  I saw her yesterday when Delia and I were unpacking the moving truck. My first thought was man she’s beautiful. The second was her mom’s a cunt. Her mom’s screaming about something I can’t make out. Delia stops and looks at the window the same time I do to see what’s going on. I see the prettiest brown eyes I’ve ever seen. Her face is getting red from embarrassment and she turns around and I see her mom smack her. I stand there with my fist clinched. It pisses me off immediately and I really don’t know why other than nobody should be treated that way. Delia puts her hand over mine and tells me to calm down. We need to unload our stuff and tomorrow we’ll go over and introduce ourselves and scope out the situation in the house next door.

  It’s midnight when I finally get everything unpacked and where I want it in my room. I decide I really need a shower because I stink even to myself. I walk into the in-suite and turn on my shower and wait for it to get warm. I start thinking about the blue eyed goddess next door. I can’t wait to meet her tomorrow. I get in the shower and wash my hair and the shampoo is running down my body as I grab my body wash. I squirt some into my hands and start washing myself. I get as far as my cock and as soon as I touch it I start thinking about her again. I put one arm on the wall as my head rest on it. The other hand is pumping my cock. I drop my head down and my other hand goes to my balls. I start tugging on them as my other hand squeezes my cock as I’m pumping it. I cum at the thought of her mouth wrapped around me chocking on my cock as I fuck her face. Fuck I haven’t even met the chick yet and all I can think about is fucking her. I rinse off and put a towel around my waist and walk out of the bathroom to my closet. I’m looking for my sweatpants and I swear I feel her watching me. I drop the towel and turn around. I see her curtain move so I grab my now hard cock again. I smirk as I start jacking myself off again. I throw my head back as I moan and I swear I hear her moan also. I come all over my hand in a matter of seconds. When I look toward her window I don’t see her shadow or the moving of the curtain anymore. I think all well she got a show and I need to lay down and get some shut eye. I’ll be meeting her in the morning.

  Delia and I knock on her door the next day. I’m expecting to see her answer. Instead her mom answers with a scowl until she sees me. I realize they must be sleeping even though it’s after 10 am. Her mom opens the door in what I would call the skimpiest lingerie I’ve ever seen. Her body’s amazing but who answers their door in something like that? I stop thinking about her before my cock takes it to another level. I introduce myself as well as my sister. I let her know that we moved in next door. As she lets us in the door I can tell there was a party last night. She takes us to the kitchen. We take the seats at the table as she introduces herself as Ali. She precedes to come over and ask a question. All I can focus on is her body as she bends over. I can see down her nightie to the tits that look smooth as silk. Her nipples are pebbled to hard little rocks. I’m getting an eye full of Ali until I feel the girl of my dreams looking at me again. It’s like dumping cold water all over me. I realize I was just checking her mom out. I shake my head to try and clear my thoughts. As I look up Ali gives me a knowing smile. I turn my attention back to the blue eyed beauty and introduce myself and my sister to her. You can tell she’s not quite comfortable in her own skin. She’s dressed like a tomboy but it doesn’t discourage from her looks at all. She’s tiny and would come up to my chest if I were to stand next to her. I decide I need to put my hand out so that I can feel her skin next to mine. As soon as our hands come together there’s an electric current that goes through my whole body. I feel go straight to my fucking cock. I hear her gasp as she releases my hand. The sensation goes with it. I just found my forever Girl. HOLY SHIT what am I supposed to do about this. I’m still in fucking college. I don’t want to settle down yet. I wanted to try out all the pussy that going to U.K. had to offer. I always knew I would find her. I just didn’t think it would happen so soon. I internally shake my head of these thoughts for the time being. As I start listening to what she’s saying I catch her say her name’s Lyric and she’s only sixteen fucking years old but will be seventeen next month. Fuck my life she’s young. I knew she was a little younger than me but damn it man. I can’t fuck around with her she’s too young. I just have to keep my dick in pants. That is until after her birthday then I’ll take her out. It’s only a month.
I can do this. I can get to know her on a different level other than fucking.

  She’s making a peanut butter sandwich as she talks to us. I think she’s getting ready to eat it until she grabs a baggy and puts the sandwich in it. She tells us she has to get to work before she’s late. We’re walking to the door when Ali reappears. She’s in a small as fuck dress and some perfume I think she might’ve taken a bath in. She walks up to me and puts her hand on my chest and pushes her tits into my arm. She tells me she’s happy to have a man around. In case she needs help with anything. I grimace a smile thinking about what she’s really saying. I feel the hairs on my arm stand up and I look at Lyric. She has a look like she wants to rip her mom’s hand and tits off of me and beat her with them. Lyric just shakes her head and rolls her eyes as she walks out the door. I say goodbye to Ali and follow Lyric and Delia out the door.

  “Do you need a ride.” I ask as she starts to walk towards the sidewalk.

  She looks at me and then back in the direction she was going.

  “Sure that would be great.” She says as she shakes her head yes.

  I walk to my driveway to get the car as Delia smirks at me. I look at my sister and shrug my shoulders which makes her laugh a little. What can I say she might be young but I want to spend as much time with her as I can. I jump in my car and back her out of the driveway. I stop at the sidewalk so Lyric can get in the car. She’s looking at my car and gives a small whistle. I laugh a little as I put her in gear.

  “What year and make is your car?” She asks.

  “It’s a 67 Camaro. My dad and I found her in a salvage yard and we spent three years fixing her up.”