Forever Girl Page 7

  Dean has Jameson in his arms and I don’t think my boy is going to be letting Dean go anytime soon. He’s making his way to Jasmine. When he gets in front of her he drops to his knees. She scrambles out of her chair and launches herself at him. She’s crying so hard I’m afraid she’ll not be able to catch her breath. He holds them both so tight and I see he’s got tears in his eyes. He’s whispering that he loves them and he’s sorry it took him so long to get home to them. I have tears running down my face at this point. This is what I’ve dreamed about for what feels like forever.

  “Get your cute little ass over here.” He says to me.

  I’m about to tell him to watch his mouth but both the kids start giggling. Jazz tells him he has to put money in the swear jar like Aunt Jess.

  “I’ll put money in the jar but not until your momma comes over. I want to hug my whole family at the same time.” He says to them.

  I want to tell him his whole family’s not here until I understand what it is he’s saying. I exhale a shuddering breath before I walk to him. I put my arms around our babies and he has his arms around us all. We stay like that for a few minutes. I can feel the twins wiggling to get out of the hold he has us in. I back up and he lets Jamie go and is about to release Jazz. She just holds on tighter. He stands up holding her and leans in to kiss the side of her face.

  “I’ll hold you as long as you want princess. I’m not going to leave you again. So if you’re holding on because you’re scared; you have no reason to worry princess.” He says to her as he holds her tight.

  I want to tell him not to make promises that he can’t keep. I keep my mouth shut for the time being. That’s a conversation we’ll have to have alone. Oh boy we will and it’ll be soon. Jazz lets him put her down but grabs his hand.

  “I want to show you mine and bruder’s room.” She says to him.

  Jamie grabs his other hand and they take him downstairs just as someone else knocks on the door.

  “That’s my brothers and Nic.” He tells me as he is making his way downstairs with the twins.

  I tell him to go on downstairs and I’ll answer the door. They hang out upstairs while he spends time with the children.

  “Alright, but we’ll have to talk in a bit. There’s some things that I need to tell you.” He says to me.

  I shake my head okay and answer the door.

  I open the door and there are three very large men all in cuts like what Dean’s wearing. Nic’s in jeans and hoodie with a pair of converse. I let them in and tell them that Dean’s downstairs with the kids. The first one in the door is a big guy about 6'2. He looks like he might have some Native American in him. He has Black hair that’s braided but the sides are shaved clean. His cut has a President Patch and he introduces his self as Zeus. He looks at me really hard like he’s studying me. He then gives me a smile that lights up his whole face. He hugs me and tells me we’ll have to talk later. I tell him “Okay” before he moves. A guy with a Vice President patch comes in for a hug. He tells me his name’s Shadow. He has light brown hair that’s cut short like he was in the military. He has grey eyes and a piercing in his lip, nose, eyebrow. He also has a tattoo on the side of his neck. That does nothing to take away how good looking he is. He is 6‘1 and is built like a brick shit house. The last guy comes in and he has a patch that says he’s the Sargent at Arms. He tells me his name’s Hound. He has salt and pepper hair and it’s in a faux hawk. He has ice blue eyes that I’m sure has gotten him more pussy that I could count. He is 6‘0 tall and stocky. I bet he got the name Hound because he’s a hound dog. They follow me up the stairs and ask if I can get them anything. They all respond that they’re okay. I tell them to excuse the mess but I didn’t plan on having company. They all shake their heads and say it’s not a problem. Nic comes up and hugs me.

  “Don’t worry I’ll take care of the breakfast dishes. You want to go downstairs and get dressed.” She says to me.

  I give her a grateful nod and excuse myself from my company. I make way to my room and shut the door. I take a deep breath and I open my closet to find something to wear. I find my most comfortable pair of jeans, a long sleeve Henley, a hoodie, and a pair of converse. I put everything on my bed. I go to my drawer and get a matching bra and underwear set along with some socks. I look at the bra and underwear and think they’re not expensive but I like to look pretty under my clothes. Even if nobody sees them but me. It makes me feel beautiful and sometimes a woman has to do that for herself. I have my pajamas off and I’m putting my underwear on when my door opens. I turn my head expecting to see one of the twins and see Dean instead. I turn my head back in the direction it was in and go to grab my pajama top. He steps into the room and shuts the door behind him. He walks up behind me and puts his arms around me. I think he just smelled my hair.

  “You need to leave my room so I can get dressed. I don’t want the one of the kids to walk in and see you in here with me while I’m getting dressed.” I say to him even though that is the last thing I want him to do.

  “Babe, you don’t have worry about that. Nic’s with them upstairs and they’re getting to know my brothers.”

  The whole time he’s saying this he hasn’t let go of me. I find myself relaxing into him for a second. I realize I don’t even have my bra on. He can see the pebbling of my nipples and the goose bumps on my skin.

  “You smell just like I remember. Your fucking skin is as soft as silk.” He whispers in my ear.

  He kisses the crook of my neck and I think I just moaned out loud. He turns me around and kisses me and I find myself kissing him back. He groans into my mouth and I pull away reluctantly.

  “We can’t do this right now.” I say to him.

  “You’re right.” He says

  I think my heart just crumbled as the little bit of hope I had that he was here for me vanishes. I’m afraid he can see the devastation on my face. I turn around to fasten my bra and get my shirt on.

  “What I meant to say is that we will happen. Once we start I’m not going to stop until I’ve tasted ever part of your body. When I’m between your legs where I’ve always been meant to be. I won’t stop until I’m balls deep like I’ve wanted to be since the first day I saw you. Right now isn’t the time though. We’ve got a lot to discuss and we have people upstairs. We need to discuss things with them also.” He says to me as he pulls me into him.

  I relax into him again. He hugs me and gives me a gentle kiss. Then smacks my ass and tells me to get dressed. I look at him and he’s shaking his head while adjusting his cock. He’s mumbling something about this is first time he’s told a woman to put her clothes on when all he wants is to take her clothes off and stay locked in a room for a year.

  “I won’t be long. I just have to throw my clothes on and brush my hair and teeth. You’re right we do need to talk. I need to understand why you left me. I need to take our children into consideration and do what’s best for them. I understand that you want them and you say you want me, but I need more than just words. I can’t afford to be that naive little girl anymore. I won’t let you walk in here and make promises to our children. Then disappear back to your life. We have a lot to work through Dean.” I say to him in my mom voice.

  “I know you’re not the naive little girl any longer. I’m not making open promises. I’ll show you that all of you are my world now. I’ll explain why I left and we’ll work this out. That’s a fucking promise babe. Now get dressed and we’ll talk more when you get upstairs.” He says as he looks me in the eyes.

  He comes closer and grabs my face and kisses my lips hard. I about fall over when he releases me and walks out of my room.

  “Can I take the twins to Jacobson Park? It’s right down the road.” Nic asks as I make my way upstairs.

  “Do you think you can handle both of them?” I ask

  “I won’t be alone. One of the prospects will go with me.” She tells me with a small smile.

  I tell her okay and to have fun. I kiss the kids and tell them to beha
ve and I love them. Dean’s right behind me telling them that he loves them.

  “Will you be here when we get back?” Jazz asks with fear that he will be gone when she comes back.

  “I’m not going anywhere princess.” He says as he looks at me and then back at her.

  “I have to get their car seats from my car.” I say to Nic just as they’re going out the door.

  I run down the stairs and open the door to my garage. Dean’s right behind me to help. I open the automatic door so we won’t have to carry their seats out through the house. He already has one of the back doors open.

  “Why are there all kinds of blankets back here with the seats.” Dean asks me.

  “The heater doesn’t work in my car. I have to make sure that they’ll stay warm.” I respond embarrassed.

  I can tell by the look on his face that my answer pisses him off.

  “I’ve been doing the best I fucking can. I don’t make a lot of money. I have to pay for the roof over our heads, the food in their stomachs, and fucking insurance that I have to fucking pay for out of pocket. I’ve been doing this for almost six fucking years Dean. I can’t afford a newer car with a working heater.”

  “I’m not mad at you babe. I’m mad at myself because you and my babies have had to go without.” He says as he moved from the back seat and has me pressed against the front door caging me in.

  I think he’s just put a small part of my broken heart back together with that statement. He gives me a hard kiss and moves away from me. He gets one car seat out and I get the other seat and we put them into Nic’s Volvo. We then get the twins situated in her car. I tell Dean to put the child safety lock on and I do the same. Zeus, Shadow, and Hound have also come out. I see two other guys that I’ve not meet yet standing by the bikes. They are parked in the visitor section. Zeus whistles and calls one of them over. He tells him to follow Nic to the park. He tells the guy that not one hair better be out of place when the kids get back.

  “Yes Sir.” The guy says as he shakes his head.

  “I’m going to go with you, babe. Get in the passenger seat because I’m driving the cage.” Shadow says to Nic.

  I look at Nic and I think she’s getting ready to go off on him but decides not to. Shadow has a smirk on his face. I wonder what’s going on between the two of them. I can’t keep up with myself at the moment. I won’t get into her business and if she wants to talk about it she’ll come to me.

  Chapter 14

  Lyric

  Now

  We walk back into the house and I wonder what Zeus wants to talk about. He’s still looking at me weird. I have to bite my tongue not too smart off to him. He clears his throat.

  “What I have to say is very important. You should probably take a seat for what I have to say.” Zeus says to me.

  I look at him and then to Dean and can see he’s serious. I sit down on my couch.

  “Okay I’m ready I think. What do you need to tell me?”

  “I’m going to start this story when I was eighteen years old. I had a girlfriend that was a year younger than me. She was in pageants since she was a small child. I thought that I loved her and thought she loved me also. She was seventeen when we found out she was pregnant. Her parents threatened to cut her off. We decided to get married and that seem to appease them. A couple of months later her parents died. I also found out she that she’d aborted my baby. She told me she was not even sure that the baby was mine. She wanted to get out from under her parents and the only way to do that was to marry me. I was pissed and left her and moved back to Harlan. I filed for divorce there. She was having problems getting her parents money so the only way she would sign the divorce papers was if I paid her spousal support for five years. I wanted to be done with her so I agreed to the stipulation she put on me. I have a half-brother that kept in touch with her through the years. He never told me but she never aborted my child. I just found out about her.” Zeus explains to me.

  My hands are all sweaty and I know what’s coming next.

  “Who’s your ex-wife?” I look him in the eyes and ask.

  “Ali’s my ex-wife and Pete’s my half-brother.” He confirms.

  “Are you telling me you’re my daddy?” I ask with tears welling up in my eyes.

  I swear I sound just like Jazz did a few short hours ago when he confirms that he is. I’m bawling my eyes out. He comes and sits next to me and grabs me into a tight hug. I hold on to him like he might disappear. Dean’s on the other side of me rubbing my back letting me know that he’s right here.

  “When did you find out about me?” I ask both of them.

  “We figured it out last night baby doll.” My dad says.

  As the two of them sit next to me they tell me that they live in Harlan. They want to know if I would consider moving there. I look at both of them and wonder if I could up and move me and kids there. The only answer I have is hell yes. I don’t have anything keeping me here. I can find a school for the twins and a Doctor’s Office to work at. The only downer is that Nic won’t be the twins’ Doctor.

  “Yeah I can move to Harlan. I need to put in my notice at work. I need to let my landlord Brian know that I’ll be moving. I need at least two weeks to leave my job and send my resume out. I also find a house down there for me and the kids.” I say to them.

  “Bullshit. You and my kids will be living with me. I’ll give you a week to resign from your job and pack what you want to take with you.” Dean says to me.

  I’m ready to fight back when he grabs my hands in his.

  “Please don’t fight me on this. You’ve been doing this alone for six years. You have done a hell of a job. It’s time for me to take care of my family. That starts from this moment on.” He says with a plea in his eyes to understand where he’s coming from.

  “Okay.” I shake my head yes and tell him as tears leave my eyes again. I can’t fight with his reasoning.

  “I’ve cried more in twenty-four hours than I have in six years.” I say with a laugh.

  They both laugh and tell me that it’s okay as long as I don’t make a habit of crying. We all laugh and I go to the bathroom to splash some water on my face.

  “Does Ali still lives in the same place?” Dad asks as I make my way back into the living room.

  “I think she owns the place. I don’t know for sure. I haven’t seen or talked to her in over five years.” I tell them both.

  Now I’ve got two very angry men with their fist clinched tight in my presence. I know she’s gonna be fucked when they show up there. I hope she still lives there.

  “I want to go with you to confront her. If we’re lucky Pete will be there also.” I say to them.

  We make our way outside and walk towards the bikes. Zeus has a Black Chrome Soft Tail Classic at least that what he tells me. Deans bike’s a Black Chrome Dyna Wide Glide and it’s a beauty.

  “Hop on.” Dean says to me as he and dad get on their bikes and I do as he asks.

  I remember thinking earlier this is what I wanted when I heard their bikes just a few short hours ago. The Prospect that stayed behind gets onto his bike and we ride to Ali’s house. She’s going to be in for a shock. I hope she’ll be shitting her pants. We pull up to her house and the place looks the same as it did the last time I was here. She must have heard us pull up. She’s out of her door and coming down the driveway to give us hell. She sees it is us that pulled into her driveway. She stops dead in her tracks and starts shaking her head in what I would guess is an oh shit kind of way. She realizes that she’s in too deep because she yells for Pete. He comes out of the house without a shirt on and his pants unbuttoned. I see his eyes get huge and his jaw drops when he sees me and Zeus standing in front of him and Ali. She tries to grab me, but Dean and my dad move in to protect me. She gets this really ugly look on her face and she starts to say something when dad stops her.

  “You better watch what you say to my daughter you fucking cunt! I might not be able to do anything legally to you for lying and k
eeping her away from me. Here’s the thing though you fucking bitch; I’ve got enough sway in this state to make your life even more miserable than it already is. You fucking hear me cunt?” He says to her with hatred in his tone.

  “You’re my fucking brother. My fucking flesh and bone. You kept my daughter a fucking secret from me her whole life. I should fucking kill you. I’m going to do something even worse to you motherfucker. I’m cutting you off completely. You’ll never see another penny. You both are so fucking stupid thinking I wouldn’t find out. I’m sure you never put money away or invested in anything either motherfucker. So you’re fucked. Don’t even think about asking momma or pops for anything. I’ll be telling them what you have done just as soon as I take my baby doll home. She’s going home so she can meet the fucking family you two pieces of fucking shit denied her.” He says to Pete and Ali.

  “Don’t ever try and contact me, the family, or my baby doll. You fucking deserve each other. I hope you two have a fucking miserable life together.” He says to them both.

  “I love you Eric. I have always loved you. I’m sorry.” Ali says to dad.

  “You’re sorry. You’re a sorry piece of shit. Bitch you’re not sorry for the hell you put my little girl through. You weren’t sorry until your bitch ass got caught. You’re nothing to me. You weren’t even a decent mother to my child, you fucking cunt. I might’ve forgiven you if you had told me about her; but both of you kept her a secret. So know you and Pete are fucked.” He says to her.

  He and Dean turn me around and we start to move towards the bikes when Ali speaks up.

  “This is the exact reason I’ve always hated you. I knew he would love you more than me. Just like my parents would have. You ruined my life by being born and taking away the only man I ever wanted. Then my parents left most of their money, property, and life insurance to you and not me. So when I found out you were in love with that boy I ruined your life. Did Dean tell you about me sucking his dick? Well, well, well… By the look on your face that would be a No.” She says to me with glee in her voice.